
I couldn't help but think about everything once again
About life , about what we are doing.
About where we came from all the things that
I’m not supposed to think about
I couldn't help BUT to think about it
I started scratching my head.
I always have these pauses
Day in day out and I start asking myself
What am I doing?
Why am I watching TV?
Wasting my time again?
Why am i working?
Making Money, then spending it?
What time am I wasting?
Am I really supposed
To be doing this, at this very moment?
Am I dictating a scene from a movie I watched
Or a verse from a song I heard?
I ask if I am indeed brain washed
By the media and I know it.
When I tell people they laugh. I look at them. I smile.
Maybe they will never understand.
I don’t understand.
I don’t think we are ever supposed to understand.
We are only supposed to go in circles,
Triangles, squires and straight lines to search for
These momentary answers that look like
Answers at the beginning but they are only
New questions that require more searching
For that answer that we will never get.
I think the only thing we all need is the realization of that fact....
And we can’t disregard the fact that the "searching phase"
Is amazing and fun...
All the things you experience all the ups and
Downs all the fights, the laughs, the tears
All the love, the hate… all the emotions
And all the passion. SPIN.
-I think emotions are annoying sometimes,
They limit you from completing
A task fully….. They make us weak!
Today's Words.
* You can stand tall without
Standing on someone.
You can be a victorwithout having victims.
*Fear is a friend who's misunderstood.
*If you knew that you would be alone,
Knowing right, being wrong,